argh even after almost finishing one whole year of college, i feel like im still hating it. a lot.
college life makes ppl sad, or lose energy. at least for me, i've realised that i've turned alot more into an introvert. im turning to myself a lot these days, when in the past i was so happy to have pppl arnd me whom i can just talk to almost without any qualms and the fact that they are ALWAYS AROUND me makes it so much easier to get through life. now it's just having random ppl around you and im always not sure who i can talk to and i feel very lifeless unless i keep talking. in fact, it struck me that i have talked, as in heart-to-heart-talk talk, very very little this year. maybe that's why i dun feel alive at alll. the only ones i rmb was probably when sim chun and i went to NLB to do term paper in june and we just went for lunch and talked all the way to dinnertime without doing anything. and i love to just talk. oh and last week with jerry and lilong sitting at the top of the school field. it was probably one of the few times when i felt that college was a nice place.
it also feels strange when the distance between friends starts to get wider... i dunno, like u just say HI and walk past each other. damn weird, like how everyone is so busy moving quickly. i mean, where is everyone rushing to? back in high school even when school ended at 4pm, we see ppl moving slowly, slacking in classrooms going havoc, throwing broomsticks and bottles, kicking ball in class, blasting music and copying homework. that was fun. haha now it's just at class bench seeing ppl walk past and rushing and more rushing.
what a difference year makes.
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