life's mundanity for me has reached an all-time high. a normal day these days is just me waking up from really deep sleeps staring at the ceiling for a good while, before running through my brain "Week 3, Wednesday. 2 more days to weekend and more sleep." and that cycle just repeats itself everyday. and before i know it 3 weeks of school has almost passed since school opened. how fast time flies.
fac comm has been taking up quite some time for the last week or so with Ares Nite coming up real soon and Racial Harmony Day. All in the next 2 weeks. no naps in the afternoons, means im just struggling to get through each day and i just pray im gonna have enough energy to get me through the term. i think i need some energy put back into life, some sort of spiritual enlightenment.
anyway, i alway have this heart-wrenching feeling when i see the old malay auntie of at the right wing trying against HEAVY ODDS? to clean up the place all the time. almost all the time im at the class bench she wld be there sweeping the place, struggling to speak and asking ppl to help her pick things up from the floor because of her bad back. seeing her limping, probably from some ailment that comes with old age, and her fractured hand in cast doesn't help at all.
i cant help comparing myself with her. when i broke my arm, all that was concerning me was if i cld compete in the gym competition back then, and lying in bed all day with the attention of everyone and getting all the help i needed in chores which probably i cld have done myself. and this poor auntie, having no choice but to be back in school working 7-8 hrs, manual HARDWORK, 6 days a week probably just to earn enuff to put food on the table for her family.
GAH i dunno why everytime i encounter such ppl it's just as if i freeze in time and feel helpless and and. i dunno it's like looking at another world and looking back at mine and then i want to do something for them and dunno wad! and it gets so irritating because all im doing is just ranting here when i really wanna be doing something. well at least im not littering and leaving my stuff all over the class bench and maybe if all of u do that too this auntie might have an easier time :)
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Name: gJoe Birthday: 15 June Gender: Male Gunner! HwaChong Soccer