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Sunday, April 01, 2007



i've always had this inexplicable feeling whenever i listen to chinese songs. it's not often that i do, but when i do, i go on a week-long vacation from english songs, listening to the same chinese songs over and over again. i dunno how, and i dunno why, but chinese songs always seem to give me feelings that are so much more intense than english songs. it's almost miraculous that i'm saying this, but sometimes listening to chinese artiste jus feels so right. maybe it's because i listen to them so little, everytime i listen to a particular chinese song, i'm able to connect immediately to the feelings i felt when i first listened to that song.

i rmb sun yanzi's FENG ZHENG album, released when i was p6. everyday after school i wld jus camp by the radio and loop the CD over and over again. now when i listen to it, it really brings me all the way back to my p6 soccer days.

today i went back to my house at novena. it's now empty, with the rental lease having expired ystd and my family finally selling it after a turbulent year financially. going back there looking at my bedroom, now empty, felt really nostalgic. i stirred when i went in there. i rmb the good times, living a life so carefree. i really really wished i cld do everything i used to do, but the past yr really showed me how much everything else at home means to me. it used to be nothing much going on at home when i was at novena. going back home meant heading straight to my rm, doing my own things, leaving only to get water and snacks. it was just me, and then 4 other ppl living in the same house. i use to take a lot a lot of things for granted. sometimes i feel like i wanna go back to my old ways of living, but i tell myself it's all in the past, my life of a pampered son who has a dad with a high-flying career. going back to my house at novena felt like visiting my own heart, now empty and devoid of feelings, jus spaces waiting to be filled again, waiting for someone to walk into my life.


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