I dunno wads worng wif me... suddenly i juz wanna go back to gym. when i think back to the sec 1 days, i juz realised wad a pity it is... gym is missing in my life!!!!!! suddenly, i realised wad i've been missing. suddenly i realised how much i love gym. suddenly leh... walao. y god treat me so unfair one? always lyk dat.
Hey! the one above, can u pls sstop playin tricks on me. i'm tired... i am! argh! u always give me so much hope n then let me down at the critical moment. i can list the followin as examples:
- 2002: soccer zonal finals.... we've been trng so veri hard for that competition. since october 2001! we ran in the stadium for lyk almost 1 months plus daily, probably 15 rounds plus some exercise. we went so far, onli to lose on that day. n i did not start coz i had fever! y always lyk dat one!
- 2003: broke my hand juz 4 days into hols trng. dreams of individual champ all shattered in that moment. was lyk so far ahead of everyone, on course for champs for sure. i had lyk the whole hols to refine my skills, while most could not even execute them. i was hardworkin, yet it didnt pay off. in the end, it simply backfired. i got shot lor... it hurts!
the list goes on... all the scholarship n stuff. the presidential post. attachments. everything. why am i always caught having to go thru tis? pls, i'm tired.
now i juz wanna go comp next yr.... i reali do. pls. i wanna experience the feelin i've missed all my life. i can go down on my knees, i wld. PLS, dun let anything go wrong.... show me the world is fair.